How softly you tiptoed into my world, so silently, only a moment you stayed, but what an imprint your footsteps have left upon my heart.
TTC: Cycle 837,601,293
OK. So that may a bit of an over exaggeration, but it's been another month with no positive pee stick. Actually, there is no pee stick. I thought I still had two days before I was supposed to start. WRONG!!!

I can't figure out how to reach the goal we are trying to achieve. Two months ago I had a 28 day cycle. Last month it was 33 days. This month I only went 26 days. The bad part about this month is that I caught the cold from hell and lost a few days of trying.

I've tried the ovulation predictor kit. I've watched my mucous. I used the ovulation sites. I'm at my wits end. I know that it can take a while to get pregnant, but this is ridiculous. I feel like I'm being punished for something I did. (There's also another underlying reason I feel like I'm being punished, but I'm not going to talk about it here.)

Everywhere I turn there is a newborn baby or a lady about to pop with a new baby. I want to have another baby more than anything right now. I know that going through another pregnancy will be stressful, but I don't want weeman to grow up alone. If we wait much longer he'll be a teenager before we have another baby.

Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I should try now? I'm pretty open to anything. I think I may even go to the doctor. I'm just so frustrated.